new hair!

my new hairstyle XD

牛牛再现！cow cow again!

今天我又有另一个杰作啦！

这个很快哦。。只需一个小时！

放上这里来亮一亮相吧！

这一次一定不象羊！哼！

today i got another things about chinese new year to show!

that made by meeeeeeeeeeee....... NGEK NGEK!

let me show it here!

u sure wont say it looks like goat now . HMM!

非牛也非羊？ cow or goat? @_@

今天叶子自己花了两个小时，发挥小小的艺术天分。然后。。

结合中华传统文化剪纸艺术，

剪割了。。几只。。为了迎合新年的。。。 牛。。

today leafy wasted 2 hours plus... with her little talents of arts, and...

mixed up with the traditional chinese cutting paper arts..

she cut out ....some....cows...for the chinese new year...

结果爸爸却衰衰皱着眉头挖苦说。。

怎么似羊非羊？似牛非牛咧？

一向迟钝的妈妈。。竟然在我就快完成我的杰作的时候，

好奇地问我。。

你到底。。弄着这几只。。奇怪的东西来干什么？

but in the end, leafy's dad, (old leaf), with a very yiong shui face...

and ask..why that thing doesn't look like goat or even cow one?

then my mom more sai lei..... she looks at that thing and ask..

you planning to do what with those few .......erm........ weird thing?

其实，聪明的我一早就知道他们会这样说。嘿嘿。。

所以我跟他们说。。。

没看到额头都凿了一个牛字哦？哈哈哈

Actually the clever leafy early already know they will say me like this.. NGEK NGEK

thats why....... i tell them

don't you see on their forehead there got a word? it is a COW! ahhhahaha!

小青他身上有花纹了 T_T。。。。the stripes on my green green...

今天早上我很少有，很准时地起了床。乖乖的。。。夹着我心爱的青青去学校。。
结果因为前面一个突然刹车。。。从左边很狼突然而来的一辆黑心waja来不及停,
居然跨花了我心爱的阿青。
当时，‘碰’的一声。。。真得很怕。。 哪个地方很多车，也没有地方可以停。
而最令人生气的是那辆黑心车。。。居然逃走了！！T______T
怨恨。。。。啊。。 我还像待我的青青去冲凉兼美容。。过个好年。。
认识我的人都懂我很疼我的青青。。好心疼。。。心疼啊。。。。。。~
我仿佛就像能听到他的痛的呻吟一样。。阿青！！！！！

today morning was so rarely, i woke up punctually, brought along my green green to school...
Then,
because of the jam brake in front, the black hearted waja that came from the left junction couldn't stop in time , and scratched my precious green.
"PONG" , so scare geh actually, that road was so many cars that time and have no emergency lane or
any places that I can stop my car, behind those cars all in high speed and mostly are lorries. I have no choice but to keep on my journey.
But the most KIK SAM is that black hearted car ran away speedly after he left some stripes on my car... T________T
hatred....... ahhhhhh...... I'm planning to bring ah green to saloon make it become a legendary leng zai ...
because the chinese new year is around the corner....
peoples who is familiar with me should know that i love my green green lots.
PAIN...... just like i'm able to hear he screamed when the black hearted waja scratched him..Ｔ＿Ｔ
and now my heart is so pain too ..

好久没写了~ long time no.. write~

这几天好忙啊~
忙着要油漆，去party~
钱真得很不好用！@_@
一下子就可以花上几百块。马来西亚钱就是这样。钱的面额太小，所以我们只好省吃俭用一些！
呵呵~

这几天除了忙着陪妈妈去买衣，然后油家里的漆，去了朋友的趴地，然后。。。就是错过了乌鸦的入伙派对。对不起阿~不好意思！

好多朋友都变了好多。
那天在1u遇见一个自己以前喜欢过的男生。
好像戏里的情节，搭着esculator,我正在下着parking, 他在反方向。
那时候，我曾经看到他都会脸红心跳，
那阵子，我曾经整个脑都是他，
也哭过了，笑过了。结果只是一场无知的暗恋。嘿嘿。。。
现在的他早已经不是我喜欢的类型。
最好笑的是，
我看着他很久，他也注意到了我，
结果他看了一阵子，
居然不认得了。
也难怪，我跟以前真得变了很多，
哈哈哈。 他们说不认真看是不会注意到我就是以前的我。
有那么一点悲哀。。。
以前的我就是那么的不起眼。。

出现了也很容易让人忘记。。
也很容易让人忽略我的存在。。
轻飘飘，就像叶子一样。。
自己曾经喜欢过的人，如果遇上了，却像陌生人，
感觉还是有点不开心吧？
我当然不是说那天遇到的他。

曾经一起过，曾经山盟海誓，曾经甜蜜、浪漫、幸福、难过。。甚至后悔。。心痛。。
但是如果再一次让你们遇见。。
就像是陌生人。。
感觉就会很像造化弄人。。
心里总会觉得很无奈。。也很心疼。。他过得还好吗？
看起来瘦了，还一样和以前一样吗？
还在微笑吗？
又跟妈妈吵架了吗？
姐姐有欺负他吗？
他读书开心吗？有压力吗？
功课能应付吗？
这些问题，明明知道问了也不一定得到真的答案。
我已经失去资格和他。。。一起。。。一起。。。开心，或者伤心。。一起。。拥有幸福。。
因为我们已经走在两条不同的路上。。。。
这两条不同方向的路。。可能背道而驰。。 我们还会有交集吗？还是像两条平行线？
还是你会刻意的避开我？
其实，
都不重要了。。。只要能知道我们都过得还好。。还好。。
一句还好。。
加上一个礼貌的微笑。。
却觉得距离已经很遥远。。。
我已经接受了。。
那些只剩下回忆的点点。。
现在的我，
不会回头望了。。

我曾经站在原点。。不断的。。不断的回头望。。。
我曾经，想念你，连房间都不敢进。
连经过我们一起走过的地方，眼泪都很不听话。。。曾经因为这样闹别扭，省自己闷气。。
你腼腆的微笑。。这么的温暖。。就像能融化整颗心一样。。。
你的手总是握的很紧很紧。。好像害怕，很怕我会蒸发掉一样。。
看我的眼神也总是很认真。。很专注。。
那种专注。。 我甚至至今也没有办法在别人身上找到。。
空秋千曾经在那以后，是我不敢听得一首歌。。
但是现在我已经能够在听过很多遍以后，还会很甜的笑。。
我喜欢你的歌声。那是一种很诚恳的声音。。
喜欢你单纯的浪漫。。。
喜欢你不爱说话，不会找话题。。可是却愿意让我滔滔不绝。。
你总是让我，和你一起的时候完全失去提防。。那么得没有压力。。不用保留。
也喜欢你受不了我，无奈而微笑的眼神。。
喜欢你把手放在我的额头。。
也喜欢你很害羞的样子。。
可是，我虽然不愿意承认，
可是。。。这些回忆。。。都变得好淡好淡。。淡得。。只剩下感觉了。。
画面已经很模糊。。笑声也变得很微妙。。
很遗憾，我们连一张合照都没有。。
所以
我会向前看。。
等待，等待那个。。。
值得我等待的人。。。等待，那个会牵着我手，无论如何不会放开的那一双手。。
我已经不是那个站在迷宫里等人来带我走出来的我。
其实一早就已经不是。
因为我早就靠我自己，走到现在。。。。从你，丢下我的那个地方，
从到了现在。。
谢谢你让我成长。给了我回忆。。。
谢谢你再没有人发现我的时候，找到了我。
你依然一样无可取代。。你依然。。在我心里。。你还是唯一的你。。
谢谢你喜欢那份礼物。。
希望你记得我们曾经一起，幸福过。。嘿。。
也希望你依然记得。。至少。。。。。我想在你心里，
我不是你的陌路人。。。
可是现在，
我有更需要我珍惜的人了。
要好好啊！呵呵。加油！
我喜欢你。我真得曾经很喜欢过你。景缘。

Oh gosh,
This few days I'm so damn busy!
need to paint my house and attends friend's party~
Money so easily gone lerh!@_@
I wasted so a lot in this month =p
This few days i accompanied my mom go search for her clothes, went to fren's party and
i missed crow's party, so sorry! ng hou yi si!

In that party, many of my friends had changed a lot.
I met a guy that i like before in 1u.
Just like the storyline in the drama，on the esculator,I'm going down to parking, he is on the opposite lane of me.
That time, my heart beats so fast once I saw him.
I tried before think for him for the wholeeeeee day，
I cried before，laughed before too。End up its really a meaningless secret admiration.
Now he is not my type already,
the funniest is,
He cant recognize me at all，
well，i had changed a lot,
hahaha。my friend said if they never really looked at me seriously,
they also can't recognize me out.
last time,
I'm so easily get ignored by people.

The crowd is so easily forgot about my existance,
Just like i'm invisible,
Just like the leaf,
But he had seen me . the only him that time.
A person you like before, if someday u meet him somewhere,
its just like someone on the street,
will you feel upset? uneasy?
of course, i'm not saying that fella i met in 1u that day,
is him, 1 year ago, i met him in 1u also.
just like the drama, beside me there is a guy. haha..
but he just like never see me. or really nvr see me?

We had been together before，
we made promise together...
we did the romances before...
building up our memories before....
we have our hapiness before...
and of course,
we did regret of hurting each other before...
we also had felt lost together before,
But if someday you both met。。
Just feel like he or she is nobody on the street。。
it just feel so..kinda funny, like the drama, god is having a fool with us?
felt so helpless...
and heartache,

he still being fine?
He get thinner，
He still eat like before?
he is still like that time?
still smiling?
argued with mom again?
did her sis bully him?
How about his study? how is his college's life?
Homework still okay? dealing hard with it?
Even if i know if i ask, he wont give me the real answer...
Because i had lost the right... to be together with him... to face the sadness and hapiness together... to build up the memories together...
The way, might goes on the opposite direction...
Do we have a meeting point?
Or just like two parallel line?
Or.. you are actually avoiding me?
Actually，
it's already not important at all now...
at least i know you are doing well, you're fine...
you're fine......add on a formal smile.
It made me felt our distances actually had gone so far...
but,
I had accepted the fact.
those lefted memories..
And now，
I won't look back.

Before, I stood at the initial point,
I look back and look back.. and staying there for a long moment,
I tried before，missing you，and i even don't dare to go in my room,
stand in front the door, like i can hear the voice im smiling inside while i'm on the phone with you.
even when i walk on the road we walked togeter before，
my tears will lost control and drop off itself,
I tried before angry with myself for being like this,
Your shyness of smile...its so warm to me... Just like it can melt whole of my heart,
You hand always covered me so tightly,
just like so scare, scare that I will suddenly dissapear,
The way you look into me, is so concentrated, like the whole world thats only me,
I can't find this type of concentration in other's eyes,
even until now.
the abandoned this song, is the song i so scared to hear before at the time,
But now i already can smile after i listen to that song, really.
I like the way you sing, it the most sincerely voice,
I like your way of thinking, so simple yet romantic.
I like you don't like to talk，you don't find topic.but you are willing to let me talk beside of you.
even annoying.hahaha.
you always let me feel so free and so comfortable, like i no need to hide anything from you.
I like your face when you are angrying with me,
I like you, when you put your hand on my forehead..
i like you when your face are red and shy,
but , even taht i don't want to admit,
Those memories...had became so faraway,
I can't really recall the all of it, eventhough i tried so hard to keep it in my heart.
i felt so sorry that we have no photos that we took together,
that's why
I will look forward。。
Wait, wait for who。。。
who worth me to 。。。wait for the hand which will hold me tightly and never let go，
I'm already not the one who waiting you to bring me out from the maze.
actually i'm not her since very long ago.
Because i had walked out from the maze, since the day u thrown me alone in there.
Thank you,
for the memories you gave,
thank you because you had found me when nobody could. you had seen me when no ppls gonna take note of me.
You still the one that no ppl could replace。。You're still there
。。in my heart。。right there, only for you。。
thank you for appreciating the present。。
I wish you still remember we had our memories before，heh
I wish you could 。。at least in your heart..
i'm not nobody.
but now，
I had someone i need to treasure more nicely already.
Take care！hehehe。gambatte！aza aza fighting
I love you。I really did . jinyan.

shui's essay

my best friend wrote this for me, hahahahahaha, i feel like telling whole world ah~ want show off a bit...

我最要好的水，为我写了这样一篇的作文，文笔虽然不是太优美， 可是好开心，好幸福啊~
居然有人会为自己写一篇作文。哈哈，是要用来交功课的！下次可不可以真的写一篇华语版？
好像对全部人炫耀阿~啊哈哈啊啊~ 忍耐一下吧大家~

She is at an average height, around 165cm. In my opinion, as for girls, she’s probably already in the category of tall one. She is fair, but not pale. I can say that, she is always with a cheerful smile. Whenever I saw her smile, i can hardly be sad.

Well, I don’t think you’ll get it right if you’re trying to judge how old is she just by her look. She’s already an adult because she’s 19 this year.We knew each other through internet gaming, so I don't know how she looks like, we decided to meet up. I first met her in Time Square, the shopping mall. She was working there, as a promoter.

I’ve never been there before and I could get lost easily in a place without being accompanied. I was walking around the lobby, looking for her. After I walk around the lobby for 2 to 3 rounds, I gave up. I called her and asked for her specific location. She asked me to go down through the escalator on my left, and that’s all. She asked me to look around because she shouldn’t be talking on the phone, or else she will be scolded by her supervisor. So I’ll just have to follow the directions she gave.I went down using the escalator and I saw her. She looked mature in the uniform of the promoters and her short hair.

As I expected, she was an extrovert. When I first saw her, she was already smiling at me. Her smile was warm and friendly. Also, she doesn’t seem to be shy like me; I wasn’t the first one who started the conversation. However, the way she talks makes me feel comfortable while I’m spending time with her. I remembered I asked her, “Don’t you feel tired with all these works? You have to serve those customers, some of them may be friendly, but some of them aren’t so. Also, if you did something wrongly, you’ll be scolded badly.

Isn’t that frustrating?” she answered my questions with a smile, “it is true that the works are tiring me, and it does feel annoying when you’re being scolded badly. But do you know, people learn from their mistakes? After you’re being scolded, you won’t repeat the same mistakes again. Not only that, without being scolded, you won’t be able to improve. So, this work is actually fun and interesting. I’m enjoying it.” After listening to her replies, I felt like I’m being motivated to work. It is 31st of December 2008, New Year’s Eve. We went for a countdown at The Curve.

She dressed elegantly that night. That night, I had a wonderful time. Everyone seems to be counting seconds by seconds, 2009 is approaching. Of course, we are doing the same thing like the others did. When it is 12 sharp, the fireworks brighten the sky, with different patterns and colors. It was really beautiful.

While the fireworks are started, she said, “You know, fireworks may be beautiful. However, it only last for a few seconds, and eventually, its lifespan ends. Do you know why I am telling you this?” I shook my head. Slowly, she continued, “it’s because; I hope our friendship would last forever.” I didn’t know what to say, so I just nod my head.I knew her for only a year, but she is my best friend. I truly cherish for our friendship. She is a dependable person. Whenever I had problems in my studies or even my feelings,

she’s always willing to help. Her advices are always different from the ones being said often. I enjoyed spending time with her.She changed me a lot. She taught me to be confident always as I am always being so shy.

Not only that, she is always encouraging me, as a result, I am improving myself slowly. Thanks to her, I turned out to be a lot better than last time. I do respect her very much. Just like a student respects his teacher. Well, I felt like I’m starting to rely on her. I guess it’s because she is really too willing to help whenever I’m facing some problems.

Not only that, she always tells me, “not to be afraid, there is always a way out when you’re in a puzzle. If you can’t find the way, do not hesitate to ask for help.”A thousand thanks wouldn’t be enough for the things she helped me. She really did help me so much. Her smiles, keeps me away from being sad. Her advices, brings me back to the right path. I wish I could be like her. Thanks again for what you’ve did for me.

Oh and, I forgot to mention her name here. Her name is Ying.

看不见尽头的路。。。 a long long road...

人生，

是一条看不到尽头的路。。

就是因为看不到尽头，很渺茫。。烟雾弥漫。。

也看不清。。所以我们在走的时候。。

就会感到恐惧。。

但是我们总会有人陪着我们走。。一起走。。

有时候，可能我们连自己都不懂，

为什么自己在走着，走着。。

走着这条仿佛走不到尽头的路？

上坡又这么辛苦。。

下坡又这么危险。。。

但是可能因为身边的人都同时在走着。。。走着。

所以自己也不想停下来。。因为，

不想被丢下。。。。不想只有自己，停在原点。。

大家都在走，所以我也要走，要加油。

因为跌倒了。。

有大家扶着起来。。。

有人安慰。。。有人陪伴。。。

当然，

我们也不会让陪伴我们左右的人停留。。。

我们希望，

他们一直，一直走下去。。。

这条路。。。

有时很平顺。。。很平顺。。。

一点也不费力。。。一个箭步。。就能向前迈进一公里。。

也许，有时。。。

很崎岖。。。很难走。。。可能明知前面会受伤。。

结果还是得走下去。。虽然懂跌到很痛。。却无法避免。。。。

但是路，还是必须要走下去。。

所以，

我们不惜一切代价。。。

就算跌倒。。

就算受伤。。。

就算看到是招泽路。。是荆棘满院。。

纵然身上伤痕累累。。。但是我们依然值得欢呼。。。

因为，我们走过了。

这一路的辛酸。。

走得累了。。

可能还看见前面的高高的山头。。。

现在的你。 或许会却步不前。。

开始怀疑自己。。我爬得上去吗？

害怕，自己会在一般受不了。。那之前爬的一半，那一半的努力，

不是白费了吗？

胆怯。。。不甘心。。

然后宁愿把脚印停留在山脚。。

因为思前想后。。。 担心自己会后悔。。

所以，

站在原地。。 遥望着前面的山。。

你不觉得很可惜吗？

如果你继续爬，赚到的。。是一路的风景。。。

如果你停在这里。。就永远不懂山上的风景是怎样的了。。。

如果你爬上去了。。。

向上多十公里。。就看多了很多不一样的景致。。那跟平地不一样。。

不一样哦。。。

路上有很多很多的休息站。。。

但是这些休息站。。只供休息。

不是供你一生躲避享受用的。。

别误会了。。。

休息可能很舒服。。。

但是停顿，

并不能帮你把人生变得完整。。。

如果你真得很累很累了

为何不把你的手摊开。。

让那个人，那个属于你的人。。

牵着你的手。。。

向着你接下来的路。。。携手完成？

记着哦。。。这手。。

牵了不要放开哦。

要不然会跌到。。。 很痛很痛的。。。。

但是。。。

如果不得不放手。。。

那跌到也是无法避免。。。

但是不用担心。。。

因为。。 哪个不是属于你的人。。

他还在你路的前面。。在等。。。等着你。 摊开的双手。。

因为。。他也摊开着双手。。在等。等着你。

一步一步。。 的。。向他走去。

不要担心。朋友。 Don't worry, my friends.

谢谢大家的关心。
我没事啦，又不是什么大病。咳嗽几声。抽抽血。
嘿嘿。
我告诉你们，
他告诉我了哦，他说他跟我一起这么多年了。他不忍心伤害我的。
所以啊，虽然他很不舍得。
但是他就快会离开我了~

thanks for you all, your cares and concerning.
I'm fine, really. not a big deal what, just coughing around, blood injection.
hehehe...
Tell you all a secret oh.
He told me that, he has been together in a body with me for so long ler,
so he can't bear to hurt me , and he is not willing to see me sad,
so, he will leave! even he so bu she de me ~ hehehehe~

金牛座二

金牛座二
老师的一周　5/3-10
黄道宫位置： 约在金牛座12-21度
季 节： 仲春
元 素： 土
主宰行星： 金星
象征符号： 公牛 理
解事物的方式： 感官
　　金牛二的代表意象是老师，以人的一生来看，相当于孩子开始接受正式教育的时期，为了之后在社会的发展做扎根工作。
　　金牛二相当于正规教育的发展过程，此时教师角色的示范作用显得特别重要。孩子到了这个年纪开始发展自主自觉的意识、渴望独立行动、会专心致力于某件事情，并开始建立道德意识，而且这时期的孩子将学会如何将自己融入周遭庞大的社群结构中，尤其对某些次文化和国家意识特别认同。此外，这时期的学生也开始能够将自己学到的东西再教导给别人。
　　在这一周出生的人大部份会从事与理念或技术发展有关的工作。不论所从事的正、副业是什么，他们都喜欢与人分享相关的讯息。金牛二的人最喜欢的活动是滔滔不绝地向别人阐述他们的理念及观察外界的心得感想，进而与人相互激荡讨论或用举例模拟的方式引导别人了解。换句话说，他们之所以喜欢分析事理，并用简明易懂的方式，将讯息讲解给别人听，其实，就是「好为人师」！
　　因此，金牛二的人强烈需要以老师对学生的方式发展互动关系。并且直觉上认为教与学正是一体的两面，而这种关系是他们最向往的生活方式。通常，金牛二在学校各方面都会表现得很好。尤其在一对一的教学或小团体里，如舞蹈、音乐、运动或视听艺术等活动中，不论是身为学生或教师，他们的表现都令人刮目相看。对金牛二的人而言，做个好学生是日后成为好老师的第一步。金牛二教师非常了解自我学习、自我进修的重要性，所以他们不会将学生管得死死地；相反地，他们很会鼓励学生自我教育、自我学习。
　　金牛二很会鼓动、激励别人，而且由于他们谈论时绝少涉及肤浅的、怪力乱神的话题，所以他们很能影响旁人。另外部份原因是他们大多用心钻研于自己的理想王国或观念想法中，所以总能说服别人相信他们的话。金牛二的人都是优秀的企业管理、经营者，他们不须用强迫或高压统治的方式来对待身边的人，就能将家庭和事业经营得有声有色。不过，他们也经常订立一些规矩，不准他人越矩犯规。
　　金牛二对身边亲友的生活状况充满浓厚兴趣，尤其对那些陌生的社会团体更是好奇。别人在什么地方、用什么方式工作、生活、玩耍、吃东西、投票、做礼拜甚至是运动，无一不对金牛二造成强烈的吸引力。此外，他们极富同情心和正义感，对弱势或被迫害、被歧视者所遭受到的不公平待遇，他们尤其能感同身受。因此就金牛二的人而言，与异族或异国通婚、恋爱或建立关系的情况，并不在少数。年纪较大的金牛二，很容易被比他们年纪小的人所吸引；同样的道理，年纪较轻的金牛二，也常对比他们年长许多的人迷恋不已。
　　一般来讲，金牛二的道德标准十分严苛，立场也很强硬。他们是非分明，而且勇于表达，绝不隐藏他们的立场。虽然旁人可能不会责怪他们太过刻板严厉，但他们年轻时的确是表现得一副「正经八百」、「道貌岸然」的模样，那还真叫人有点受不了。像这种「早熟」、「老气横秋」的特质，若在他们长大后，不知不觉在重要时刻又表现出来，便会使得那些误认他们是思想自由开放的人纳闷。金牛二的人伦理观念十分强烈，并坚持对公平公正的要求。他们不但相当忠诚，而且对不公平、偏颇、歧视的态度特别敏感。他们会对种族歧视的态度做出各种直接、严厉、不妥协的反应。事实上，金牛二的人碰到生活任何不满的事，随时都可能「发飙」，因此，他们最好学习在不压抑自己的情况下，适当而健康地处理心烦意乱的情绪。
　　金牛二的人天生好动，不论是运动、舞蹈、音乐或任何体能训练之类的活动，都很合乎他们的兴趣，并且不会给人粗俗或过度重视感官的印象。金牛二给别人的第一印象非常强烈、鲜明，这倒不是因为他们的外型容貌突出，而是他们的气质、谈吐不俗。就算金牛二的人个子长得很矮小或只是中等身材，但初次见面时，大家对他们的印象都会十分深刻。
　　虽然他们可以成功地扮演上司、父母和教师的角色，但必须跟他们天天相处的伴侣、情人或朋友，却不见得能很轻松、愉快。这一型人爱批评、吹毛求疵的性格，常使亲近他们的人受不了，或有被羞辱的感觉。他们认为每个人都应该认真、不屈不挠的想法，循规蹈距的人倒还能接受，但毕竟不是每个人都能认同。金牛二的人若能放松心情过日子，等到他们年纪较大后，吹毛求疵的毛病将可大为改善，甚至完全消失。
　　金牛二的人具有维纳斯式的美和浪漫爱情，个人魅力十足，因此拥有大批仰慕者。但他们并不以此为傲，因为他们不喜欢被社交圈所束缚。碰到这种情况时，他们只好选择退缩到更加孤立的世界里。所以，金牛二当中发展较好的人，便会善加控制自己，别乱「放电波」，以免徒增无谓的困扰。
　　私下能跟金牛二维持良好关系的人，就是懂得让他们独处，不会死缠烂打的人。这型的人喜欢他们的伴侣用支持的态度来表达爱意。在亲密关系中，金牛二的人会相当激情感性，但在日常生活中，他们却又会坚持彼此要保持适当距离。金牛二的人希望他们的伴侣高贵又坚强，任何像是讨好或乞怜的行为只会使彼此关系走上穷途末路。
优点 诚实公正、富进取心、具吸引力
缺点 吹毛求疵、要求严格、不知通融
建议
　　试着尽量放松心情，亲切待人。避免出现咄咄逼人、独断独行、不知通融的态度。记住「教学相长」这句话，一个好的老师是不会忘记要随时随地学习进修、充实自我。勇于承认错误并记取教训。每隔一段时间便该重新审视、修正自己的观念和想法。
情侣： 金牛座三　双子座三　巨蟹座二　狮子座二 狮子座三　处女座二　射手座二　魔羯座一
夫妻： 牡羊座一　牡羊座三　金牛座二　双子座二　 巨蟹座一　巨蟹狮子座　天秤座二　天蝎射手座　水瓶座一 双鱼座二
朋友： 双鱼牡羊座　双子巨蟹座　狮子座一　狮子处女座 天蝎座二　魔羯座二　双鱼座一
家人： 牡羊金牛座　处女座三　天蝎座一　射手座一 射手魔羯座　水瓶双鱼座　双鱼座三
同事： 双子座一　巨蟹座三　处女座一　处女天秤座 天秤座三　天蝎座三　射手座三

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waitin for the result . 等结果。

今天去了看医生。
抽了血。要等结果。
可能又动手术的可能。
也是可能而已。
要不然就要喝很难喝的药水。

Today went to see doctor.
I did the blood test, need to wait for the result.
May be need to do surgery.. May be only lah haha.
buthen, if not then i need to drink those, scary medicine.

天。
我可以两样都不要吗? =(
那个药水喝了以后， 会没胃口吃饭的。还会吐。他剥夺我的人权！反对啊！
碘药水。。。noooooooooooo~~~~~~
海藻水。。。不~~~~~~~~~
迟点又要去医院。
超声波。
看看里面的东西。

GOD,
can i choose don't want the both?
that medicine after drink , will don't feel like want to eat one geh lohhhhh, vomit tim.
It challenged my human's right , wei. OBJECTIVE!
Iodin....... NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
seaweed....... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

水瘤？
还像很geli,
不过他可能在我体内咧。
不要酱讲他先。费事他生气。
waterly tumour?
its sounds so geli,
but he might be staying in my body leh,
so better don't say him like this, later he get angry.

医生今天给的要明显重了。
吃了，睡成猪了。
他跟我说，
严重了的特征:

1。会开始瘦起来。（然后我就跟医生说，那很好，不用减肥。结果医生说，这样瘦会很不好看，=(
结果还是要做运动 T_T）

2。会手震， （这个我没有咧）

3。容易出汗。

4。心跳跳得比别人快。（医生他说有）

5。会开始容易发脾气。不能控制自己的情绪。（还像常常都有咧，好像不关病的事）

the symthoms.
1. will get thin suddenly ( then I say good to doctor, No need diet le leh! but dim ji doctor says, thin like this not pretty gah =( , seems like must do exercise by myself jor )

2. Hand will started to shake. ( i dont have leh)

3. easy get sweating. ( he says my palm started easily sweating le )

4. heart beats faster than normals ( he says i got ) @_@

5. easily get emo! can't control own's temper （ wah this always happened, but like nothing to deal with my sick geh worh! )

叶子喜欢唱歌，可是叶子的喉咙有病。。。
leaf likes to sing, but leaf's throat have a sick...

今天看完医生还去看螃蟹咧！

好大只！哈哈哈哈~

不会贵。下次带你们去吃。

today after see doctor then go eat crab

so DAMN BIG! ahhahaha~

not expensive at all. next time i will bring you all to eat！

属于叶子的。。。the forest that... 森林呢？belongs to leaf?

今天我去了我唯一一位coursemate的生日派对。
人山人海。
食物也琳琅满目。叶子带了她挑了半天的礼物。一颗足球和一条萝卜加兔子。
还有6粒蛋挞。 就这样到了他家拜访他的家人。

Today I went to my only one coursemate's birthday party.
People mountain people sea.
A LOT OF FOOD, and all is made from his own kitchen one. oh my god.
Then leafy brought along the presents she choosed for half day, which are a ball, a carrot and a rabbit. Then have 6 egg tart. Leafy then go to his house just like this. =)

他妈，是个很有趣的人。
他婆婆也是。所以我就跟他婆婆看电视聊了起来。
叶子。很喜欢跟老人家聊天。

His mom, is a very interesting person,
so as his grandmom. thats why I watched tv with her then we starting chit-chat.
Leafy... likes to chat with the olds a lot.

他有两个很可爱的侄子
叶子也很喜欢跟他们玩,他们也会跟叶子抱抱。感觉很温暖。
他的弟弟，
是我很喜欢的一种人。常常笑。很像没什么烦恼。他读厨的，不懂几时有幸吃到他煮的那餐。
所以我也很喜欢跟他弟弟聊天。

He got two very cute cousins,
Leafy like to play with them, they will hug hug with me, the feel is very very warm.
His brother,
Is the type i like, he always laugh and smile, looks like he have no worries at all.
And he study cookery....MAN! dont know when so fortune can eat what he cooks.
I like to talk with his brother too.

他爸爸，
看起来也很友善。
他妹妹，
我真得觉得她还很天真可爱的。
常常都在笑。

His dad looks so friendly,
and his sister,
I really felt she is so , attractive and adorable. haha
when she smiles.

我很喜欢他家的感觉，
兄弟姐妹住在一起，有老人家，有小孩子。
三代同堂。也很开心。很幸福。

I like the feels of his home,
all the siblings stay together, there have olds, have youngs.
3 generations in a house. Happy and joyful.

所以我很喜欢到他家。
我也希望家里能有多点人。嘿嘿。
叶子的家，
有些时候很静。
也有些时候没有人。

So that's why i like to go his house.
I hope my home can have more people too. hehe...
Leafy's home,
sometime is so quiet.
Sometime, there have nobody.

切蛋糕的时候还推推济济，
在他婆婆和calvin的陷害之下，
成了他的绯闻女友。
唉。
真不好意思。成何体统？
幸好阿iie那时不在。要不然，我又成了别人的烦恼了。
不好意思。
我不是有意要造成误会的。
祝你生日快乐。

Oh, and when blowing candles time,
kena ''chut mai'' by calvin and his grandma,
became his ''rumoursly'' girlfriend,
oh my god,
so FISH ah, can't be like this gah ma hahaha.
luckily iie iie that time is not there. If not i gonna be other's trouble again.
Sorry,
I never meant to make misunderstanding.
Happy birthday to you.



ps. 惊喜开心了？ 奉劝lwl，要珍惜眼前人。呵呵。 因为你看她的眼神，特别不一样。错过了不要后悔啦。


ps. Happy with the surprise? Piece of advice ah lwl. Treasure what is there for you. hahaha.
Because when you see her, its totally different with what is in your eyes when you look into others. Don't regret next time ya!

梦。Dream 里的人。about..

我常发梦。不是白日梦。
我试过，在梦里知道自己在发梦。
然后就醒了。。。

i always dream. it is not day dream.
i tried before, i knew it was a dream while i'm dreaming.
and then, i woke up.

我有时会想，发梦时遇到那些我不认识的人。
他们，是谁啊。
他们，真的存在吗？
我会不会在醒来的时候遇到他们呢？
他们，也在我发着这个梦的时候，发着同一个梦吗？
那，
他们在那里生活呢？
可能缘分会令我们遇见？
还是我们只能在梦里相见？呵呵。

sometime i'm thinking about, the people i met in my dream, who i don't know them.
who.. are they?
are they really exist?
Is it possible that I will see them after i woke up?
are they having the same dream.. when i'm having the dream?
then...
where they live?
perhaps we will met.
or perhaps,
we will only meet in that dream, for one chance in one whole life.

如果，
我遇见梦里的人。
我该说什么呢？

if,
one day i met them.
what should I talk to them?

欣赏。寻回。

<< the eye bags

今天很早的时候，
大概，早上3点，和音在聊。
她说，她很喜欢我的眼袋。呵呵。还说。那不是眼袋，是窝禅。哈哈哈。
看来我要开始好好欣赏它了。久违咯，眼袋 san。呵呵。
我也应该好好欣赏我圆圆的脸，因为别人没有。keke.
我很认同，只要我开始欣赏他们，所以事物也可以是很美的。
还有，
我很赞成她的嫁给我吧。
不懂，你愿不愿意嫁给我呢。=D

It was so early morning today,
i think, it is 3 o clock in the morning, I was chatting with miin,
she says, she likes my eye bag a lot, hehe，she says it is very unique. and without it, i might look very sleepy.
I think it's time i need to get started to learn how to treasure it, and revalue it.
and also my round face. because, not everyone has it, keke.
I very agree with that, when I started to treasure something, that particular stuff can be really wonderful.
moreover,
I'm in her idea, about the ''marry me!''
hehe.
I'm not sure about you, is it willing to marry me?

我开始找回我自己了。那个傻傻可是充满活力的我！
虽然现在我在生病 =（ 但是我的内心依然充满着无限的精力哦！太阳啊~能量阿~
呵呵。无论发生什么事，一定有方法解决！加油！冲冲冲~~！
要给多点精力在读书了！一定不能再辜负爸爸。呵呵。
我喜欢跟他sms的感觉，好sweet . =D

I had found back myself recently.
The ben ben me, but full of energy.
Although now I had fallen sick, =( but in my heart, I still unlimited energy! Oh, my sun~ my energy~
hahahah. No matter what happened, I believed that is sure a way to handle! gambatte! go go go!
must work harder on my studies le, I can't burden my dad anymore! hahaha
I like to play sms with him, so sweet =D

it is the time.

Don't wait for me.
I know if I tell you this, I might lose a friend.
For this long, I really don't know what to do,
only can don't hurt you.
So i only keep dragging. and dragging. sorry.
So, i felt so bu she de, and i don't really wanted to say.
We don't have chance. So, don't wait for me.
I know you will be hurted, but i got no choice.
I thought time could fade all away, but i guess it couldn't if we still stick as so closed friendship.
So, I'll try to , stay a distance from you.
sorry about that, I'm not avoiding.
Just I felt. I'm tired.
I know you did ask me not to avoid you.
but I felt you will be more and more hurting if I drag this forward to the future.
In fact,
I felt it is the time.
To tell, I really can't bring it forward, because he is still inside my heart.
And to tell you,
my friend.
I really hope we can be friend, stay comfort, for lasting.
I know it is hurt, because im losting friends here too.
and stay tough.
Sorry.Don't wait for me... my friend.
I wish you believe,
I really did treat you as my dearest friend.
although we might feel lonely for this period.
But i believe we can be back friends in the future. see you that time . kay?

怯

怯步，
试过吗？
不敢让光线进入，
黑黑的房间，
一个永远带着微笑的它。
对，
只有它，陪着你。不会离开。
除非你不要它了，不然
无论怎样，
它都会，
带着微笑。
陪着你。

它，
是沉默的。
小心翼翼地捧着
一颗心。
红色的，仿佛
会跳动的心。
它，
是个浪子。
他不给承诺。
也不会说它陪你到永远。
不会说，
你永远不会寂寞，
不会说，
它不会丢下你。
但是，
现在，
就只有它，
带着微笑，
仍捧着心，
在我身边。不曾离开。
它，
很简单，
无需了解。
因为，
无论发生了什么事，
它总能让我觉得踏实。
它，
不懂得要求。
所以，
我可以很自私。很自私。
哭的时候。
才会找它。
抱着它，
它不会离开。。
它，
就在怀里。不会离开。
它，
也不会嫌烦。
它，
还搽干眼泪。
它，
也不是冷冷的。
因为，
它，
有我的温度。只属于我的温度。
它，
就属于我，
我不要，也不必跟人家分。
它，
无时无刻。
都在我身边。
我的
小青。

scare.

I, always scare about how long could one friendship stand?
actually i don't know the answer, but I always tell myself, i don't know, but it can be forever?
for a whole life, if nothing happens. So how about if somethings happened? then will started got misunderstanding, and may be argue? or , the friendship will come to an dead end here.
I very scare to be alone, although sometime i very enjoy to be alone, but i more scare to be left down. Without me they are totally the same, so why am I existing here? I can't find the reason that I'm existing here. Will you be more happier when be with me?

I always hope when people be with me, they will be happier, therefore, i can't be sad. I must always smile, be positive, because I scare when I'm upset, they won't be happy, so i must be happy no matter what, no matter what, i must be happy.

humans always because of not enough of trust between them, they need promises,
but the more promises they have, actually the more unsafety they felt.
promises are always can't be accomplish for a whole life, that's why i anti promises,
i don't need it since it doens't last forever.

I always the one, who looks very heavy in a story's ending.
that's why if u ask me ,
i prefer a relationship or a friendship that can last until the end,
and may be , i will rather to miss abit the plots.
i don't care what happened in the middle, but i hope the ending of the story, is a picture that everybody is smiling.

New timetable

okay okay.. new time table is out..i'll use this time table if i didnt fail any of the previous subjects..
MONDAY
economics2 11-12.30pm

TUESDAY
accounting2 8-11am
economics2 11-12.30pm
sociology2 2-3.30pm

WEDNESDAY
accounting2 2-3.30pm

THURSDAY
sociology2 2-5pm

FRIDAY
economics2 8-9.30am

If i can pass all my previous subjects, then i will be using this timetable (quote from my coursemate )

the lyrics of my favourite song, wishes.

I looked in the sky and there
I saw a star shining so bright above
I closed my eyes and wished upon the star
that I would find true love
Someone who needed me
Someone to share my life
For a love that would be true
I would wait forever
So...no...matter how long it may be
I will be waiting
One star-brighter than the others
Two Hearts-beating for each other
I believe wishes really come true
Love at first sight
I knew it from the moment when you said hello
I hoped you felt it too,
but we both so shy-
how was I to know
when you reached for my hand
I knew you were the one
We laughed and talked for hours
like I'd known you forever
Like...a...dream or something from a book
True love had found me
One star-brighter than the others
Two Hearts-beating for each other
Noe I see wishes really come true
You just have to dream
Nothing's as bad as it seemsto be...
believe me
Someone's waiting for you to try
There in the sky
One star-brighter than the others
Two Hearts-beating for each other
You will see wishes really come true
You can't stop believing-wishes do come true
You gotta believe me (wish on a star)
wishes do come true...


Japanese version of this song, ( in chinese meaning ) .
hehe.. 还蛮适合的~
温暖的诗句
有多久没有见到你了呢
寄出去的信　　
今早又飞回到我的信箱里
有如在窗边摇曳　　
刚苏醒的嫩叶般越过了长长的寒冬　　
我这才发觉
任何言语也不足以表达你所给予我的爱　　
包容了我的一切有如向阳一样
两人最后的合照里　　
油菜花热情地绽开着
虽无法做出我会寄给你的之约定
但既是现在　
我也能将温柔与真心双手捧着送你
尽管以后我们将喜欢上不同的人
但是你留给我的一切　　我将不会忘记我会试着再去爱谁
在这广阔的天空下　　
既使再无法相逢　　
我仍会继续过着生活
对于这样的我
你由衷所给予我的爱　　
包容了我的一切有如向阳一样
你由衷所给予我的爱　　
包容了我的一切那正是温暖的阳光　

Lazy!

I'm a very lazy person, I trust my friends know it very very well. Of course, I'm very lazy to write blog too.
SO, for countdown information in 24th christmas eve, and new year eve, can go have a look on shui and bay's blog, and combine it, then became mine. hahahaha =D..

>>> spray until like this -_-...

24th, I went to times square after i woke up, my pet dad, abu called me up to meet him at times square, he always disappear suddenly for months, so I must hurry up myself to meet him up, or else in this few months i no need to see him anymore, met my secondary buddies there, jiun, my pet mom, xin, lim min, xiao min, fu qin, yen yang...... hehe . i like you all, especially the girls. shopping with you all really is a very memoriable experience, especially when we are taking picha inside the fitting room when we don't have enough budget to buy the leng clothes, HAHAHA...

after that, they went home and prepare for their gathering at night, so I fetch min home and going the curve alone, ngek ngek... SO romantic neh~? I just want to see fire works there jek, but dim ji that night dont have fireworks =(........ which sin gah sin me geh! but that night i met raymond , shui and ah lei there, hehe... very happy gum. Most happy is can play SPRAY SPRAY... hahahaha, i don't know why, i love to play that thing =D.. heeheheh.... that night I saw the fireworks by my heart, not by eyes, ( from lei ) but i saw fireworks by eyes on 31st dec.. new year eve, really DAMN leng ah~ 1st time i stand under the fireworks, open ur mouth , and show a very shocked face towards the fireworks, it is really nice, i keep screaming nonstop only haha,
HOU LENG AH HOU LENG AH!!!

i decide not to take picha on that night, because i scare my blueish camera will become snow bubble white after i take it out, hehehe, even i wore a black dress tat night, but after the game, im in white . hahahahah , but still very happy, run! for the fireworks, RUN! for escaping from spray! RUN! to greet others, HAPPY NEW YEAR! and yeah, when back home,RUN, and kena block because of overspeed T_T... not very fast only ma, and thanks ken . i never expect u are so @_@ warm.. and thanks , for pei me and sit in my car, and.. the mini maze game in the curve at midnight. hahah! once more next time? ngek ngek...

Last year my hope is not to stay single in 2008
but this year my hope is to stay single in my 2009.
so I see will I get the opposite, dreams, nvr comes true T_____T........
there got no white horse prince, snow white got, on new year eve, muahahah~
those are gong siu jek, last year count down with ji mui, thats why wishes also emo abit.
but this year i jeng ging abit,
I not so wei da until hope the world stay peace,
But i hope there is no war,
I can't stop my parents and grandparents from getting old,
But I hope they stay healthy,
I can't make sure my brother in law can take care very well of my sis,
But I hope He will accompany her for her wholelife no matter what.
I can't control my friends to be happy in all of their time,
But I hope they don't always emo, and cry if you need, find me, i lend u my shoulder. hahaha
At least, after cry, I hope they have a smile on their face.
I not so greedy to hope i get distinction in all of my subjects,
But I hope I can get flying colours only.
I not so greedy to hope I can diet until 45 kg,
But I hope i can deduct 5 kg from my weight.
I can't sure there is a leng zai to come and take my phone number,
But I hope when i ask his phone number, he won't run off from me lah HAHAHA...