new hair!

my new hairstyle XD

牛牛再现！cow cow again!

今天我又有另一个杰作啦！

这个很快哦。。只需一个小时！

放上这里来亮一亮相吧！

这一次一定不象羊！哼！

today i got another things about chinese new year to show!

that made by meeeeeeeeeeee....... NGEK NGEK!

let me show it here!

u sure wont say it looks like goat now . HMM!

非牛也非羊？ cow or goat? @_@

今天叶子自己花了两个小时，发挥小小的艺术天分。然后。。

结合中华传统文化剪纸艺术，

剪割了。。几只。。为了迎合新年的。。。 牛。。

today leafy wasted 2 hours plus... with her little talents of arts, and...

mixed up with the traditional chinese cutting paper arts..

she cut out ....some....cows...for the chinese new year...

结果爸爸却衰衰皱着眉头挖苦说。。

怎么似羊非羊？似牛非牛咧？

一向迟钝的妈妈。。竟然在我就快完成我的杰作的时候，

好奇地问我。。

你到底。。弄着这几只。。奇怪的东西来干什么？

but in the end, leafy's dad, (old leaf), with a very yiong shui face...

and ask..why that thing doesn't look like goat or even cow one?

then my mom more sai lei..... she looks at that thing and ask..

you planning to do what with those few .......erm........ weird thing?

其实，聪明的我一早就知道他们会这样说。嘿嘿。。

所以我跟他们说。。。

没看到额头都凿了一个牛字哦？哈哈哈

Actually the clever leafy early already know they will say me like this.. NGEK NGEK

thats why....... i tell them

don't you see on their forehead there got a word? it is a COW! ahhhahaha!

小青他身上有花纹了 T_T。。。。the stripes on my green green...

今天早上我很少有，很准时地起了床。乖乖的。。。夹着我心爱的青青去学校。。
结果因为前面一个突然刹车。。。从左边很狼突然而来的一辆黑心waja来不及停,
居然跨花了我心爱的阿青。
当时，‘碰’的一声。。。真得很怕。。 哪个地方很多车，也没有地方可以停。
而最令人生气的是那辆黑心车。。。居然逃走了！！T______T
怨恨。。。。啊。。 我还像待我的青青去冲凉兼美容。。过个好年。。
认识我的人都懂我很疼我的青青。。好心疼。。。心疼啊。。。。。。~
我仿佛就像能听到他的痛的呻吟一样。。阿青！！！！！

today morning was so rarely, i woke up punctually, brought along my green green to school...
Then,
because of the jam brake in front, the black hearted waja that came from the left junction couldn't stop in time , and scratched my precious green.
"PONG" , so scare geh actually, that road was so many cars that time and have no emergency lane or
any places that I can stop my car, behind those cars all in high speed and mostly are lorries. I have no choice but to keep on my journey.
But the most KIK SAM is that black hearted car ran away speedly after he left some stripes on my car... T________T
hatred....... ahhhhhh...... I'm planning to bring ah green to saloon make it become a legendary leng zai ...
because the chinese new year is around the corner....
peoples who is familiar with me should know that i love my green green lots.
PAIN...... just like i'm able to hear he screamed when the black hearted waja scratched him..Ｔ＿Ｔ
and now my heart is so pain too ..

好久没写了~ long time no.. write~

这几天好忙啊~
忙着要油漆，去party~
钱真得很不好用！@_@
一下子就可以花上几百块。马来西亚钱就是这样。钱的面额太小，所以我们只好省吃俭用一些！
呵呵~

这几天除了忙着陪妈妈去买衣，然后油家里的漆，去了朋友的趴地，然后。。。就是错过了乌鸦的入伙派对。对不起阿~不好意思！

好多朋友都变了好多。
那天在1u遇见一个自己以前喜欢过的男生。
好像戏里的情节，搭着esculator,我正在下着parking, 他在反方向。
那时候，我曾经看到他都会脸红心跳，
那阵子，我曾经整个脑都是他，
也哭过了，笑过了。结果只是一场无知的暗恋。嘿嘿。。。
现在的他早已经不是我喜欢的类型。
最好笑的是，
我看着他很久，他也注意到了我，
结果他看了一阵子，
居然不认得了。
也难怪，我跟以前真得变了很多，
哈哈哈。 他们说不认真看是不会注意到我就是以前的我。
有那么一点悲哀。。。
以前的我就是那么的不起眼。。

出现了也很容易让人忘记。。
也很容易让人忽略我的存在。。
轻飘飘，就像叶子一样。。
自己曾经喜欢过的人，如果遇上了，却像陌生人，
感觉还是有点不开心吧？
我当然不是说那天遇到的他。

曾经一起过，曾经山盟海誓，曾经甜蜜、浪漫、幸福、难过。。甚至后悔。。心痛。。
但是如果再一次让你们遇见。。
就像是陌生人。。
感觉就会很像造化弄人。。
心里总会觉得很无奈。。也很心疼。。他过得还好吗？
看起来瘦了，还一样和以前一样吗？
还在微笑吗？
又跟妈妈吵架了吗？
姐姐有欺负他吗？
他读书开心吗？有压力吗？
功课能应付吗？
这些问题，明明知道问了也不一定得到真的答案。
我已经失去资格和他。。。一起。。。一起。。。开心，或者伤心。。一起。。拥有幸福。。
因为我们已经走在两条不同的路上。。。。
这两条不同方向的路。。可能背道而驰。。 我们还会有交集吗？还是像两条平行线？
还是你会刻意的避开我？
其实，
都不重要了。。。只要能知道我们都过得还好。。还好。。
一句还好。。
加上一个礼貌的微笑。。
却觉得距离已经很遥远。。。
我已经接受了。。
那些只剩下回忆的点点。。
现在的我，
不会回头望了。。

我曾经站在原点。。不断的。。不断的回头望。。。
我曾经，想念你，连房间都不敢进。
连经过我们一起走过的地方，眼泪都很不听话。。。曾经因为这样闹别扭，省自己闷气。。
你腼腆的微笑。。这么的温暖。。就像能融化整颗心一样。。。
你的手总是握的很紧很紧。。好像害怕，很怕我会蒸发掉一样。。
看我的眼神也总是很认真。。很专注。。
那种专注。。 我甚至至今也没有办法在别人身上找到。。
空秋千曾经在那以后，是我不敢听得一首歌。。
但是现在我已经能够在听过很多遍以后，还会很甜的笑。。
我喜欢你的歌声。那是一种很诚恳的声音。。
喜欢你单纯的浪漫。。。
喜欢你不爱说话，不会找话题。。可是却愿意让我滔滔不绝。。
你总是让我，和你一起的时候完全失去提防。。那么得没有压力。。不用保留。
也喜欢你受不了我，无奈而微笑的眼神。。
喜欢你把手放在我的额头。。
也喜欢你很害羞的样子。。
可是，我虽然不愿意承认，
可是。。。这些回忆。。。都变得好淡好淡。。淡得。。只剩下感觉了。。
画面已经很模糊。。笑声也变得很微妙。。
很遗憾，我们连一张合照都没有。。
所以
我会向前看。。
等待，等待那个。。。
值得我等待的人。。。等待，那个会牵着我手，无论如何不会放开的那一双手。。
我已经不是那个站在迷宫里等人来带我走出来的我。
其实一早就已经不是。
因为我早就靠我自己，走到现在。。。。从你，丢下我的那个地方，
从到了现在。。
谢谢你让我成长。给了我回忆。。。
谢谢你再没有人发现我的时候，找到了我。
你依然一样无可取代。。你依然。。在我心里。。你还是唯一的你。。
谢谢你喜欢那份礼物。。
希望你记得我们曾经一起，幸福过。。嘿。。
也希望你依然记得。。至少。。。。。我想在你心里，
我不是你的陌路人。。。
可是现在，
我有更需要我珍惜的人了。
要好好啊！呵呵。加油！
我喜欢你。我真得曾经很喜欢过你。景缘。

Oh gosh,
This few days I'm so damn busy!
need to paint my house and attends friend's party~
Money so easily gone lerh!@_@
I wasted so a lot in this month =p
This few days i accompanied my mom go search for her clothes, went to fren's party and
i missed crow's party, so sorry! ng hou yi si!

In that party, many of my friends had changed a lot.
I met a guy that i like before in 1u.
Just like the storyline in the drama，on the esculator,I'm going down to parking, he is on the opposite lane of me.
That time, my heart beats so fast once I saw him.
I tried before think for him for the wholeeeeee day，
I cried before，laughed before too。End up its really a meaningless secret admiration.
Now he is not my type already,
the funniest is,
He cant recognize me at all，
well，i had changed a lot,
hahaha。my friend said if they never really looked at me seriously,
they also can't recognize me out.
last time,
I'm so easily get ignored by people.

The crowd is so easily forgot about my existance,
Just like i'm invisible,
Just like the leaf,
But he had seen me . the only him that time.
A person you like before, if someday u meet him somewhere,
its just like someone on the street,
will you feel upset? uneasy?
of course, i'm not saying that fella i met in 1u that day,
is him, 1 year ago, i met him in 1u also.
just like the drama, beside me there is a guy. haha..
but he just like never see me. or really nvr see me?

We had been together before，
we made promise together...
we did the romances before...
building up our memories before....
we have our hapiness before...
and of course,
we did regret of hurting each other before...
we also had felt lost together before,
But if someday you both met。。
Just feel like he or she is nobody on the street。。
it just feel so..kinda funny, like the drama, god is having a fool with us?
felt so helpless...
and heartache,

he still being fine?
He get thinner，
He still eat like before?
he is still like that time?
still smiling?
argued with mom again?
did her sis bully him?
How about his study? how is his college's life?
Homework still okay? dealing hard with it?
Even if i know if i ask, he wont give me the real answer...
Because i had lost the right... to be together with him... to face the sadness and hapiness together... to build up the memories together...
The way, might goes on the opposite direction...
Do we have a meeting point?
Or just like two parallel line?
Or.. you are actually avoiding me?
Actually，
it's already not important at all now...
at least i know you are doing well, you're fine...
you're fine......add on a formal smile.
It made me felt our distances actually had gone so far...
but,
I had accepted the fact.
those lefted memories..
And now，
I won't look back.

Before, I stood at the initial point,
I look back and look back.. and staying there for a long moment,
I tried before，missing you，and i even don't dare to go in my room,
stand in front the door, like i can hear the voice im smiling inside while i'm on the phone with you.
even when i walk on the road we walked togeter before，
my tears will lost control and drop off itself,
I tried before angry with myself for being like this,
Your shyness of smile...its so warm to me... Just like it can melt whole of my heart,
You hand always covered me so tightly,
just like so scare, scare that I will suddenly dissapear,
The way you look into me, is so concentrated, like the whole world thats only me,
I can't find this type of concentration in other's eyes,
even until now.
the abandoned this song, is the song i so scared to hear before at the time,
But now i already can smile after i listen to that song, really.
I like the way you sing, it the most sincerely voice,
I like your way of thinking, so simple yet romantic.
I like you don't like to talk，you don't find topic.but you are willing to let me talk beside of you.
even annoying.hahaha.
you always let me feel so free and so comfortable, like i no need to hide anything from you.
I like your face when you are angrying with me,
I like you, when you put your hand on my forehead..
i like you when your face are red and shy,
but , even taht i don't want to admit,
Those memories...had became so faraway,
I can't really recall the all of it, eventhough i tried so hard to keep it in my heart.
i felt so sorry that we have no photos that we took together,
that's why
I will look forward。。
Wait, wait for who。。。
who worth me to 。。。wait for the hand which will hold me tightly and never let go，
I'm already not the one who waiting you to bring me out from the maze.
actually i'm not her since very long ago.
Because i had walked out from the maze, since the day u thrown me alone in there.
Thank you,
for the memories you gave,
thank you because you had found me when nobody could. you had seen me when no ppls gonna take note of me.
You still the one that no ppl could replace。。You're still there
。。in my heart。。right there, only for you。。
thank you for appreciating the present。。
I wish you still remember we had our memories before，heh
I wish you could 。。at least in your heart..
i'm not nobody.
but now，
I had someone i need to treasure more nicely already.
Take care！hehehe。gambatte！aza aza fighting
I love you。I really did . jinyan.

shui's essay

my best friend wrote this for me, hahahahahaha, i feel like telling whole world ah~ want show off a bit...

我最要好的水，为我写了这样一篇的作文，文笔虽然不是太优美， 可是好开心，好幸福啊~
居然有人会为自己写一篇作文。哈哈，是要用来交功课的！下次可不可以真的写一篇华语版？
好像对全部人炫耀阿~啊哈哈啊啊~ 忍耐一下吧大家~

She is at an average height, around 165cm. In my opinion, as for girls, she’s probably already in the category of tall one. She is fair, but not pale. I can say that, she is always with a cheerful smile. Whenever I saw her smile, i can hardly be sad.

Well, I don’t think you’ll get it right if you’re trying to judge how old is she just by her look. She’s already an adult because she’s 19 this year.We knew each other through internet gaming, so I don't know how she looks like, we decided to meet up. I first met her in Time Square, the shopping mall. She was working there, as a promoter.

I’ve never been there before and I could get lost easily in a place without being accompanied. I was walking around the lobby, looking for her. After I walk around the lobby for 2 to 3 rounds, I gave up. I called her and asked for her specific location. She asked me to go down through the escalator on my left, and that’s all. She asked me to look around because she shouldn’t be talking on the phone, or else she will be scolded by her supervisor. So I’ll just have to follow the directions she gave.I went down using the escalator and I saw her. She looked mature in the uniform of the promoters and her short hair.

As I expected, she was an extrovert. When I first saw her, she was already smiling at me. Her smile was warm and friendly. Also, she doesn’t seem to be shy like me; I wasn’t the first one who started the conversation. However, the way she talks makes me feel comfortable while I’m spending time with her. I remembered I asked her, “Don’t you feel tired with all these works? You have to serve those customers, some of them may be friendly, but some of them aren’t so. Also, if you did something wrongly, you’ll be scolded badly.

Isn’t that frustrating?” she answered my questions with a smile, “it is true that the works are tiring me, and it does feel annoying when you’re being scolded badly. But do you know, people learn from their mistakes? After you’re being scolded, you won’t repeat the same mistakes again. Not only that, without being scolded, you won’t be able to improve. So, this work is actually fun and interesting. I’m enjoying it.” After listening to her replies, I felt like I’m being motivated to work. It is 31st of December 2008, New Year’s Eve. We went for a countdown at The Curve.

She dressed elegantly that night. That night, I had a wonderful time. Everyone seems to be counting seconds by seconds, 2009 is approaching. Of course, we are doing the same thing like the others did. When it is 12 sharp, the fireworks brighten the sky, with different patterns and colors. It was really beautiful.

While the fireworks are started, she said, “You know, fireworks may be beautiful. However, it only last for a few seconds, and eventually, its lifespan ends. Do you know why I am telling you this?” I shook my head. Slowly, she continued, “it’s because; I hope our friendship would last forever.” I didn’t know what to say, so I just nod my head.I knew her for only a year, but she is my best friend. I truly cherish for our friendship. She is a dependable person. Whenever I had problems in my studies or even my feelings,

she’s always willing to help. Her advices are always different from the ones being said often. I enjoyed spending time with her.She changed me a lot. She taught me to be confident always as I am always being so shy.

Not only that, she is always encouraging me, as a result, I am improving myself slowly. Thanks to her, I turned out to be a lot better than last time. I do respect her very much. Just like a student respects his teacher. Well, I felt like I’m starting to rely on her. I guess it’s because she is really too willing to help whenever I’m facing some problems.

Not only that, she always tells me, “not to be afraid, there is always a way out when you’re in a puzzle. If you can’t find the way, do not hesitate to ask for help.”A thousand thanks wouldn’t be enough for the things she helped me. She really did help me so much. Her smiles, keeps me away from being sad. Her advices, brings me back to the right path. I wish I could be like her. Thanks again for what you’ve did for me.

Oh and, I forgot to mention her name here. Her name is Ying.

看不见尽头的路。。。 a long long road...

人生，

是一条看不到尽头的路。。

就是因为看不到尽头，很渺茫。。烟雾弥漫。。

也看不清。。所以我们在走的时候。。

就会感到恐惧。。

但是我们总会有人陪着我们走。。一起走。。

有时候，可能我们连自己都不懂，

为什么自己在走着，走着。。

走着这条仿佛走不到尽头的路？

上坡又这么辛苦。。

下坡又这么危险。。。

但是可能因为身边的人都同时在走着。。。走着。

所以自己也不想停下来。。因为，

不想被丢下。。。。不想只有自己，停在原点。。

大家都在走，所以我也要走，要加油。

因为跌倒了。。

有大家扶着起来。。。

有人安慰。。。有人陪伴。。。

当然，

我们也不会让陪伴我们左右的人停留。。。

我们希望，

他们一直，一直走下去。。。

这条路。。。

有时很平顺。。。很平顺。。。

一点也不费力。。。一个箭步。。就能向前迈进一公里。。

也许，有时。。。

很崎岖。。。很难走。。。可能明知前面会受伤。。

结果还是得走下去。。虽然懂跌到很痛。。却无法避免。。。。

但是路，还是必须要走下去。。

所以，

我们不惜一切代价。。。

就算跌倒。。

就算受伤。。。

就算看到是招泽路。。是荆棘满院。。

纵然身上伤痕累累。。。但是我们依然值得欢呼。。。

因为，我们走过了。

这一路的辛酸。。

走得累了。。

可能还看见前面的高高的山头。。。

现在的你。 或许会却步不前。。

开始怀疑自己。。我爬得上去吗？

害怕，自己会在一般受不了。。那之前爬的一半，那一半的努力，

不是白费了吗？

胆怯。。。不甘心。。

然后宁愿把脚印停留在山脚。。

因为思前想后。。。 担心自己会后悔。。

所以，

站在原地。。 遥望着前面的山。。

你不觉得很可惜吗？

如果你继续爬，赚到的。。是一路的风景。。。

如果你停在这里。。就永远不懂山上的风景是怎样的了。。。

如果你爬上去了。。。

向上多十公里。。就看多了很多不一样的景致。。那跟平地不一样。。

不一样哦。。。

路上有很多很多的休息站。。。

但是这些休息站。。只供休息。

不是供你一生躲避享受用的。。

别误会了。。。

休息可能很舒服。。。

但是停顿，

并不能帮你把人生变得完整。。。

如果你真得很累很累了

为何不把你的手摊开。。

让那个人，那个属于你的人。。

牵着你的手。。。

向着你接下来的路。。。携手完成？

记着哦。。。这手。。

牵了不要放开哦。

要不然会跌到。。。 很痛很痛的。。。。

但是。。。

如果不得不放手。。。

那跌到也是无法避免。。。

但是不用担心。。。

因为。。 哪个不是属于你的人。。

他还在你路的前面。。在等。。。等着你。 摊开的双手。。

因为。。他也摊开着双手。。在等。等着你。

一步一步。。 的。。向他走去。