温柔。gentle。

你们总是温柔。
对我。。。总是一如往常的温柔。。
无论我做错了什么。。
你们还是照样那么温柔。。
你们总是。。。那样。。。 维护着我。。
照料着我。。
虽然。。 都没说出口。 但我知道。。

You, are always ..so gentle.
To me, still like before. never change.
no matter what mistakes i had made..
you just.. still smiling to me as usual..
and you.. are always cover up all my feelings,
taking care of me..
although you never say it out, but i know.. i always know.

尤其是你。 你总是温柔。不善言语的你。 总是温柔。。
我知道你很辛苦。。
我好想告诉你。 我也是。。
对你。我依然放不下。。
我依然没办法假装看不见。。
Especially you. never talk much yet i can feel it out..
I can feel that you are suffering from that..
and i wish so much to tell u, me too..
I still.. can't act like i never see anything..
because that's you.

另一个你。。
也好温柔。。
明明是我做错了。。 这个决定。。
但是。。 温柔地包容。
温柔地接受。。
到底是为了什么。。
你们都对我那般温柔？
and you..
you are just too nice ..
it is my fault since the beginning to make out the decision.
but why?
why don't you ever scold me?
but accept me and forgave me ?
why?
what reasons that make out u all treat me so nice?

我真的觉得自己好幸运。。
过分地幸运。。
我拥有。。 好多好多的幸福。。
我大概。。 就像。。温室的小草。

I really think that i'm so so lucky.
and it's a bit ridiculous now..
I'm having too much and too much luckiness.
and me.. it's just like a clover than grow in the protection.

想要珍惜的你们。。越来越沉重地想要珍惜。。
好像捧你们在手心。。小心翼翼。。
不然你们任何一个伤心，失望。。

the people that I want to treasure,
had became more and more and more..
i wish that i can.. put u all in my palm..
and be careful... just don't let anyone of you all..
feel sad.. or even disappointed.

但是我。。 我却一直在令你们。。 担心。。
让你们心痛。。。
然你们感到孤单。。
请告诉我。。
我该怎么不伤害任何一个。。 我最不想伤害的你们？
But..
I just always fail to do so..
I've made you all so worry about me..
Feeling heartache..
and please tell me ,please..
In what way, i can ..make sure no one among you all left in tears?

我不懂该怎么办。。
有时。好想哭。。
我好想什么都不要了。。只要大家。。大家都开心。。
就算你们忘了我。。 也没关系。。
只要你们之后还能微笑。。
还能微笑。。
谢谢你们。。让我的人生。永远。 都不孤独。

I'm so lost..
sometimes, i just feel liek sitting there and cry..
The road in front i don't know how to choose,
i feel like walking back now..
now i don't want anything.. just you all to be happy..
even you all choose to forget me.. it's fine..
if afterwards you all can with smiles in hearts again..
from your heart...
and thank you for you all..
these days never let me down.
thank you..

it still doesn't mean that i can be cruel to you all..
when you all are being so nice to me..
how could I? how could I...

温柔如水的你。 如此倔强。。
你瞒着我什么。。 我更加更加地心痛。
请离开我。如果你难受。
请忘了我。如果你难过。
但是我却更难过，因为你。。对我的温柔。
而我，却对你如此残忍。。 如此残忍。。

我的幸运草。
请相信我，对你说的每一句。。
我这次闯了大祸。。好大。。的祸。
现在该怎么收拾。。
我不愿意。。让你。受伤。
如果你要走。我当然。。 不敢留。。
我没有这个权利。
因为我。。是个不折不扣。。。 的自私鬼。

G,
thank you. for appearing in my life.
really. thanks for that...

Fei zai,
i can tell you. from now on, we are already. start from the beginning.
I started to trust you like before with no doubt. and thank you.

乌龟，
我知道你的感受。
对不起。事到如今。那也只是我仅仅能做的事情了。
希望。
我们还能是朋友。

当然还要谢谢一些一路陪我走过的朋友。。
无敌。是寂寞。是你让我认识到。最单纯的好朋友。
谢谢你。。
lou gong,
it's you there for me when i need someone that time,
i'll never forget and.. haih?
熊一。
谢谢你。你并不是。没用的。。
却是下雨天。。大家都最最需要的。雨伞。。

我知道的。。
因为我的性格。
到处都是误会。。
但是我却。。 不喜欢掩饰我任何的感受。。
哈。
自私鬼。
现在自食其果地，伤害到了我最不想伤害的人。

对不起。。 大家。。
我好像从你们身边消失。。 你们大概会快乐？些？

i know that because of my characteristic..
i've made out a lot of misunderstanding..
but , i still don't like myself to cover up any of my feelings.
lol?
so selfish..
hahaha, and now i had faced my consequences..
i hurt someone that i don't wish to hurt the most..

sorry..for you..
i really hope that to make myself away from you all..
and then... u all might feel more happy?