This post, is for my dear family's members.
That day, i went back ipoh, in the car, i hold my grandma's hand...
its still so warm, so big and so real...
But it did change, not as smooth as last time and... it seems like full of the scars of the ages...
She is getting older and older, I wish I could stop it.. was trying to swept away the wrinkles on her hands, so i keep rub and rub her hands... but it seems like don't want to leave her hands at all... until she is wondering what am I doing,she smile and asked, " what you doing?"... then she smile and says, "your hands is so big now, grown up already..., so nice hands, when will you hold a boy friend and bring him back home?"
Grandma, is a very " in " woman, heh.. she is very cute and adorable. Just like the one in the " gah hou yuet yuen, moonlight resonance" drama... In my mind, she is always so healthy and strong... She is always very funny and... she is very pin sam, ( pilih kasih ). My family says, i look very alike with her, even my characteristic , very similiar with her. May be that's why she especially likes to talk with me, and sayang me a lot. How i wish she could... attend my wedding ceremony, and hugs my sons and daugther. I want her to bargain my "lai gam" with his family too... But.. I'm worrying now.. because, i couldn't stop the time... Her hand is going dryer and dryer, no matter I buy how many bottles of moisturizer... it's just couldn't stop the facts...
My parents,
that day they heard about my sister is going to marry soon, I saw a piece of upset on their face, but very fast it had covered by the happy emotions. They are happy for their daughter, but they actually is ng seh dak in their heart... Mom says she wants to make a kei pou to wear in her wedding ceremony, then i suggest we 3 can wear kei pou together... Actually i quite jealous my sis and bro... dad and moms are still able to attend their ceremony, with fully attention, and even can make a nice dress for it , plan for it, and at their age, they can born a kid for them. My parents love kids a lot, I can see it from how they spoilt my cousin's children. My mom borned me when she is 42. I assume I'm going to marry at I'm 30, she is 72 that time, will she able to wear kei pou that time? .... I just wish, she can be still healthy enough, to help me, judge about the guy that I'm marrying...
Last time,
I always like to hang my hands on my dad's pant's pocket, the place ngam ngam for my height to put my hands there. and one more reason is becuz, in there, always got a lot of candysssssssss, which I like to eat a lots. Now, I'm almost as tall as him when i'm wearing my high heel shoes... when he went to shopping with me in genting, he even felt tired and legs began to pain becuz he stood too long... i miss those days, when i fall down on the road, he still can carry me up, the big shoulder... although my bloods is spread on his shirt, he is only concern about whether I'm hurt or not... he is always like that... he will never scold me, even I knew it's my fault... he will just says, you are still young, sure will do something wrong, isn't it?
Dad,
Thanks for always holding the umbrella for me when there is raining... I saw ur shoulder has all gone wet actually.
Thanks for always forgives me when I did something wrong...
Thanks for a whole bed of stuffed toys...
Thanks for 18 years , you will give me what I wished for my birthday as always.. Never got 1 time i will be disappointed by your presents...
That day, when the car had broke down... my phone had gone no battery, after i get to contact you, I can feel your worries... Sorry for make you worry... even i broke the car's realm that may cost you over 1k bucks, but when 1st sight you see me, you're smiling... and even when you choose the realm, you still ask for my preference...
You always....make me smile when I'm upset...
I can rarely find a dad will sms his daugther while she is bored in class. But you are the one...
Although you don't like i sleep in the morning and wake in the afternoon, but in the morning before u go to work, I still noticed that you are putting off my curtain to avoid the sunlights burned on my legs... I still see you off my fan, and on the air cond for me...
I remember when I'm in primary school... I forgot to bring my homework. and you are the one, when i call you, you will never scold, and rush back home, bring the small brown notebooks for me...
I remember no matter how busy you are, when I felt sick, you will come back home or come over my school to fetch me see doctor, before you leave my room to go back office, there is always a cup of warm water beside my bed with the medicines there.
I remember when I'm staring at the stuff I like, you will try your best to get it for me, even I never say anything....
I remember you will always buy my favourite cheese cake when I'm upset... You thought I will be happy for the cake because the cake is my favourite, but I'm actually touched by you. Because I know, no matter what happened, you will be there... My biggest tree that I can always hide under... My perfect protection.
I remember last time when all people are rushing sister to get marry, you are the one who says,
You are always able to take care of your daugthers , no matter how old they are, no need to rush.
I remember when I'm small, you will always help me to split away the chicken and the bones,
take out the bones from the fish even until I'm 12 years old. or now... tear off the prawn's shell for me sometime...
You will purposely orders fish for me, or any others seafood, but actually you don't like it. Your favourite is pork and chicken... but our dishes are always fish , vegetables and taufu. Because you know I'm on diet...
You know about what kinds of snacks I like, I don't like pepsi, coca cola. I like vitagen, even which colour is my favourite taste, you can tell it, and the refrigerator, is always full with the whole bar of that colour's vitagen... You know I like bread with the peanut and grape taste jam, the kitchen always have it.... You even know I like the red cheese ring, that's why when I'm sleeping in car, you will buy me one when u are pumping petrol...
You know I scare to fail in my exams, that's why you always tell me, just try your best, there is always another choice than the exams...
I remember last time, everyday I will looking forward for the time you get back home from work, You always will smile with a very gg face, and brings some surprise back for me, candy? chocolate? or whatever you bought for me, everyday, it's different...
I scare alone at home, I scare alone everywhere, tat's why when i go genting, you will always wait until I felt asleep only leave the hotel to casino... even when I suddenly get to woke up, I will saw your sms, anything, call me... for a supper..
You disagree with going starbucks, 15 bucks for per drinks, its killing you. But you will ta pao it and put it on the table... before you leave the room...
You know I like to go cinema for movies, thats why u brought me to watch the 3D movies... even you say, pei you watch, but It is a cartoon...
I like to watch animation and cartoon a lot, you and mom will always pei me and watch the 2 hours cartoon there.
Dad, you had spoilted me... and now, I wish I can pay you back something... How I hope i can reduce the white hairs on your head... I hope you always stay healthy.. I hope I can buy you a brand new car.. for going up genting, that little car really worry me up everytime when u driving to genting... I wish I could borned u a grandson to play with you... I hope I can pei you and mom forever.. Why when i grow up, all the ppls around me will get old... I hope i can be irrealistic for 1 time, can I keep growing, but you all stay at this age? Stay healthy.... I love you , dad. as always.. and forever. I'm really glad and appreciate that you're my dad, and I'm your daughter. I really felt, Im the luckiest daughter in the world. Thank you, my dearie lou dao . -to be continue LOL
This is my sister and her dear, my future jie fu!
Just arrived at sg, 1 st place i went, the bugis junction. christmas tree , ngek ngek.
Starfish ah~~~~~Can touch , ngek ngek, still got stingray !! smoothnya, i think cook jor, sure nice to eat....
BIG leh this book, ngek ngek... and my FACE very BIG too.. haih..
Me and mirc ah, my "aiya" DAI KORH.
